Vote outs are possibly the worst part of Roadies but for me it was the best part coz I know for a fact that I’m damn good at twisting people’s thought process and mind-fu*king the other Roadies. Alas, it had to end here.

My planning all through this game has been meticulous. I have carefully thought through every detail on every vote out and always had Plan B and at times even Plan C in place! It sucks that it didn’t quite work out today……I had taken a gamble but it somehow didn’t pay off. Its ok….life has its ups and downs and I shall bounce back with venom.

Bangalore and the captaincy has not been the best for me. My job as a captain started with taking measurements for all the Roadies which was a pain in itself. To my horror I realized that Sonel’s thighs and arms are wider than me……she also wears jeans which are one size larger than me…..she is seriously one of those freak accidents in a lab gone horribly wrong !!! Then came the arduous journey from Hospet to Bangalore……it was never ending….14 fu*king hours…….and we lost the way at night and were wandering about to find the Hotel…….

Here I’d like to mention what a fu*kin whiner that Anmol is…..she wants to sit on a bike but also wants to avoid a tan….she dozed off on the bike sitting behind Nihal and I had to forcefully make her sit in the car so that Ankita got a chance to be on the bike as well……half the journey it was either her or Shambhvi whining for something or the other and guess what – they would turn to the captain to sort things out for them.

As soon as we reached the Hotel, the girls created a ruckus over the use of the restroom……I was expected to sort that out as well but I preferred to let it be so that the animosity between the girls came to a boiling point.

Shambhvi has been acting like a flirt since the day she came for Roadies……and she started with Nihal straight after Vikrant’s vote out. So he was over the moon, as he finally saw a chance with her. That took a bearing during the money task where coz he was busy with Shambhvi, he lost his way in his own hometown and cost us the advantage in our money task. Nihal and Shambhvi were both on my hit-list in Bangalore and I made that amply clear through my dissent in the money task.

I’m a regular on the party circuit but have never been a dancer….I guess after Bangalore you could say that I can’t dance to save my life!!! Dancing in a nightclub when the lights are down is totally different from performing Contemporary Indian Dance wearing frilly costumes, enacting Snowhite on stage. I have broken my shin bone once, cracked a knee ligament and have had broken ribs – but all of that pales in comparison to the pain I suffered performing Indian contemporary dance and the strip SMS task!!! It was a close call between the 2 teams but we lost the immunity.

I knew I was a target coz I had been chucking out Roadies single-handedly during the past 3 vote-outs and the others were really alarmed by how regularly I was hitting the target. I had 3 people on my side who I knew would never turn against me – and I was banking on Prabhjot or Ankita to pull Sonel towards me and get her to vote against either Anmol or Shambhvi. Sonel is one of those emotional fools whom you can’t rely on coz they are just too daft for any logic to enter their thick skulls. I had an option to sacrifice Ankita Bajaj, as Nihal was insecure coz of the strength of my team. But I refused to budge, as I felt if I had betrayed Ankita at that stage, that would turn Prabhjot and maybe Sonel against me. I took a gamble on Sonel’s vote, going by the logic that she hates Shambhvi or Anmol more than me……but that bi*ch who I thought was a sitting duck turned into a loose canon and fired me instead !!! I lost out by that one decisive vote.

If given a chance to go back and change something, I feel that I’ve played the game purely with my mind and never let the heart get involved whereas Roadies is more about the heart than the mind. I bet none of the past roadies has been as shrewd and calculative as me and I feel that I’ve been one of the most intelligent Roadies this game has seen since its inception. I lost out coz I played the game too fast and was too good in the game too early.

I know for a fact that now that I’m gone, the majority would turn against Prabhjot, Ankita Bajaj and Ayaz. I had been saving their a*ses in the last 3 vote-outs single-handedly but now that I’m gone they’ll have to fend for themselves!!!

Today, with the brains of the show gone, I don’t think any of the remaining roadies are capable of breaking any groups. If there was anyone who could break them it was either Vikrant or I – with both of us gone, I know that the more powerful group shall rule. Take care and ride safe…..cheers